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Stupidity...My Love for You, Chapter Five

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Sent to the Roswell Slash Archive June 14, 2002


        Zan...

        A few days had passed before I saw him again. I was petrified that I would never see him again since he was the only thing that I could think about after our first encounter. He haunted my mind and my dreams for a full forty-eight hours before I came face to face to him again...and never in my wildest dreams did I ever fathom that he would come to me the way that he did. I could tell that he was angry...could tell that he was looking to hurt someone...anyone and for some reason he had chosen me to be that someone. "I need to talk to you" I heard him speak gruffly behind me as I attempted to maneuver the pool stick I was holding as I tried to win the game I was playing against a buddy of mine...only to find that I could not due to his looming presence directly behind me.

        I wanted to turn around and crush his lips to mine...wanted to drag him under the pool table and do things to him that I was sure he had never had done to him before...but I knew that I had to play this one cool for I couldn't risk the fact that he might once again bolt out of this bar and out of my life. So...I decided to play it cool...and quickly realized that it was the best strategy that I could have ever started. "Nice to see you again Dimples...but I am afraid that you are going to have to wait until I finish this shot" I stated demurely as I patted him on his firm round ass...turning back to the game at hand.

        "I don't think you understand" he growled through clenched teeth...as he grabbed my arm roughly...spinning me until I was facing him once again. "I know who the @#%$ you are...Zan...and you ARE going to talk to me and you ARE going to talk to me NOW" I could only follow in stunned silence as he grabbed the sleeve of my leather jacket and literally dragged my stupefied body out of the bar and into the deserted alley. It didn't take long for me to come out of my shock...as an unyielding anger preceded to flood through me. He knew me...knew my name...and although the rest of the world thought I was dead...this gorgeous man standing defiantly before me knew that I was Zan...reject king of an alien planet...and I was more then determined to find out who he was...and how it was that he knew who I was.

        "Who the @#%$ are you" I roared...slamming him into the wall behind him with my powers. "Speak up...your life so depends on it"

        "What's the matter DJ...or should I say Zan...you look like you are about to @#%$ your pants. Yes...I know who you are...infact I know all about you and your supposed death. Funny though...you seem quite alive and well standing here before me"

        "I said who the @#%$ are you" I repeated as once again I slammed him into the hardened wall. "How do you know who I am"

        "Lets just say that we have a common interest in a one Max Evans"

        "Who the @#%$ is Max Evans" I was growing tired of the games that he was playing and no matter how sexy he looked plastered against that wall...I was losing my patience...and I was losing them fast.

        "You dupe...your twin...your identical twin and my ex" he replied defeatedly...causing me to release the hold that I had on him as I saw the anger disappear from his eyes and in its place complete and utter loneness and despair. I don't know what came over me then...well...maybe I did...but in that second I did the only thing that I wanted to do from the first time I saw him from across the crowded dance floor...I kissed him. I kissed him long and hard...and when he didn't resist...I kissed him even harder. "Where...where do you live" I felt him moan against my kiss swollen lips as he turned the tables on me and shoved his tongue down my throat. I didn't answer him as I grabbed his hand and jerked him as quickly as I could towards the back of the bar for what he didn't' know was that I was the proud owner of this place and I lived in the apartment directly above it. He had my jacket and shirt completely removed by the time we reached the front door and was fastly working on the zipper of my tight leather pants. "Slow down Dimples...we got the rest of our lives" I chuckled against his lips as I flung the door open using my powers...slamming it behind me as we fell hard to the floor below...but neither one of us felt it as we continued to rip unnecessary clothing off of hot manly bodies. "God...you taste so good" I sighed against the softness of his skin as I attacked his tender neck with my teeth...leaving love bite after love bite in my wake. I was in heaven when he flipped me easily onto my back and shoved his wet...hot mouth onto my straining dick and began to set a motion that was driving me @#%$ crazy. I had been given a lot of blowjobs in my lifetime...but none of them could ever compare to the one that I was receiving from Kyle. I usually have total self-control...but with Kyle I had none as within a few hard swipes of his mouth I came...and I came hard screaming at the top of my lungs for the entire world to hear.

        I still didn't know his name...and truth be told it was the last thing that I had on my mind at the time...but I knew that from that point on he was mine and I was going to make sure that he as well as the rest of the world knew just how much I loved...yes I said loved...this man. I had never been in love before...but I knew that I loved him and that I would do just about anything to make him see that I was not in fact this Max character...that I would take care of him the way that he should be taken care of...and that was a promise I had made to myself and it was one that I was determined to keep. I may not have known what my dupe did to him...or why he was stupid enough to let him go in the first place...but you know what I didn't care. Kyle was what had been missing in my life...he was the one that I knew was going to make me happy...the one that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I knew all this in a matter of minutes. What I then had to do was try and convince him of the same thing...and I knew that it was going to be a hard sell...but I never expected the long drawn out battle that ensued and my devastation when a certain someone came barging back into his...into our lives.

        Kyle...

        Before I had a chance to even thing about what it was that I had just done to Zan...he was laying fully atop me kissing me as if there was no tomorrow...and I knew that I should have stopped him...knew that I shouldn't have allowed him to do the things that he had done to me...but I was powerless to stop. His mouth was everywhere...my neck...my chest...my stomach...and then he hit my most sensitive of areas...my penis. I don't think that he left one single place unexplored...and I was in heaven. It had been so long since I had been with another man...and even though I knew in my heart that this wasn't the man that I longed for it to be...my head told me that this was the closest I was ever going to get to Max and so I shut out the voices in my heart and allowed Zan to bring me to the most intense orgasm that I had ever felt in my life. Afterwards he rolled off me...stretching out on his side...his leg still intertwined with mine...as he propped his hand up and rested his head upon it...his eyes never leaving mine.

        "So...are you...Zan" I asked breaking the silence that surrounded us.

        "Zan died a long time ago" he replied matter of factly as he traced lazy circles on my exposed chest. "I have been Daniel James for the last fives years now...and I intend to keep it that way"

        "Is that a threat" I yelled angrily as I attempted to remove myself from the pretzeled hold that he had on me. "And could you please let me the hell up" I tried again to extricate myself...but he had other ideas as he quickly pinned me below his powerful body and once again kissed me long and hard.

        "It isn't a threat Dimples" he whispered against my lips...as he drew them away as he placed his hands along the sides of my face. "I just need for you to know how important it is that no ones knows that I am still alive. If certain people find out my life as I know it will cease to exist. They failed to get it right the first time...they wont rest until they get it right the second time"

        I could see the fear in his eyes as he spoke...and for a brief second I felt sorry for him...but then evil Kyle emerged again and I no longer cared about him...or anything else for that matter. All that I cared about was getting the hell out of there and never seeing the likes of him again. I tried to push him off...but there was no doubt that he was stronger...as he kneed me gently in the groin...causing an involuntary moan to escape from the lips that he had seized between his own yet again. I felt his tongue as it forced its way between my lips as it wrapped its way around my frenzied tongue. It was like being with Max all over again...in a sense at least...for whenever Max kissed me I was rendered senseless and it seemed that Zan held that same effect on me. Back and forth our tongues dueled and then something strange began to happen...I got a rush of images that flew before my closed eyes that scared the very @#%$ out of me.

        Images of Zan and the life that he had lived before moving to California...images of his friends...his family betraying him in the worst way as they attempted to kill him. I saw the way that Ava mind warped whom I assumed to be Rath and Lonnie into believing that he had in fact been run over by the speeding bread truck. I felt his complete devastation at the realization that his family...his blood had tried to end his life over something as stupid as a disagreement. I felt the love that he held for Ava...and how lonely he was once he left her and moved away from New York and all he knew there. But most importantly I felt the love that he felt for me...and before I could see anymore of those mind numbing images...I brutally forced him off of my confused body...grabbed my quickly discarded clothes and ran like hell butt naked out the front door...leaving him without a second glance in my wake.

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